New blog.

I found/ hacked my old, old, OLD xanga last night.
  It made me miss writing so much that i don't even know how or where to start.

My camera charger has been lost for months now.
Apparently casio EX-Z9's have been discontinued and it is humanly impossible to find a replacement charger. Oh, and! for some STUPID reason the universal chargers fits all casio models with the exception of mine.
So, I'm screwed.

 But enough about that, onto the point of me making a new blog..

My beautiful baby boy will turn two Monday.
 Can you believe it? Sometimes I wish really bad I could rewind time back to the day I met him and start all over again.

I can't even believe it's been two years. Throughout everything that's happened, the ups, downs, in's and outs, It has by far, been the best two years of my life. And as much as I can regret things in the past, If they wouldn't have happened, I would never have this wonderful little person in my life.

Every few weeks I write down new things he's doing and saying.
Here's a glimpse into the past::::::::

"Dear Evan,
This is your mommy...

You are seven months old now.
You weigh 19 pounds, 9 ounces.
You have six teeth, and a beautiful smile.
You’re favorite food is sweet potatoes.
You’re favorite toy is your doggy.
You love bubble baths.
You are ticklish all over.
You had 5 shots today and took them like a champ.
You are the happiest baby I’ve ever met.

Evan, Thank-you for showing me what true love really is.
I am so lucky to have you. You are perfect in every way. You are the sweetest gift I’ve ever received. You are my rock. You’ve had my heart from the moment I first laid eyes on you. Your smile can make even the worst of days worth having. I am grateful to god everyday for allowing me to be your mommy. I will never leave you. I will never stop loving you, no matter what.

-mom"

Five months later..

"Dear Evan, Happy birthday!

You are 1 year old today!!!
You weigh 24 pounds, 4 ounces.
You Love to brush your teeth, all eight of them.
Your favorite foods are green grapes, and pepperoni pizza.

You still love baths, but you prefer the pool.
You LOVE playing outside more than ANYTHING.
Your favorite toy is the remote control.
You love books. & you are very, VERY, smart.
You can point out your head, mouth, nose, ears, fingers, & toes!
You love to watch the wonder pets & Dora the explorer.
You love to sing & dance whenever you hear music.

I could go on for hours about all the things that you do & love.
Eventually you will read this. I just want you to know, that you have completely completed me.
Your Dad & I are having a lot of problems and may not be able to work through them. We weren’t ready for such a heavy commitment. However, we were more than ready for you. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about your Dad. I love him very much, but we have to do what’s best for you. Maybe one day we can work things out. For now, this is what has to happen. We both love you very much & would do absolutely anything for you. You are the light of our lives, We love you more than anything or anyone in this entire world & always will. No matter what.

You are still the happiest baby I’ve ever met.

-Mom"

One year later..

Evan turn's 2 in 3 days!!

We are SO excited.

As a family, we are in a much better place than we were a year ago.

Thank-you, God, for believing in us when we didn't.

 And it's been a almost a year since I bought him that costume. He still loves to wear it.
 
Happy Birthday baby boy! !

I love you forever.

-MoM